I shot the sheriff

Bored at ze radio station

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 00:15:39 GMT

I probably haven't been on here for at least half a year.
Kind of just remembering it now.

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 15:48:55 GMT

I hate the anticipation of change. Once i'm into it i'm okay, but i've gotten far too comfortable with summer to uproot myself again and go back to school.

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 06:35:09 GMT

Dark Knight was the shit
it was the shit enough for me to go and write a livejournal post about it.

Plusses and Minuses

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 02:18:36 GMT

- My parents aren't speaking to each other
- Emily busted her toe
+ I'm finally going to have some purpose in life and make some much needed moolah

you must always put the positive last so that it is the freshest in your mind.

one foot in front of the other.

In my head

Wed, 28 May 2008 06:46:47 GMT

I want you to want me
I need you to need me

Should've known better

Sat, 24 May 2008 15:00:54 GMT

You know something is bound to go wrong when you've been anticipating and building up to something for weeks prior to it actually happening.

I've just gotta live by the philosophy that everything happens for a reason, even when you may not like what has happened. The time will come. The sucky part is that you never know when.

Dear Milwaukee

Sun, 11 May 2008 06:31:08 GMT

I come home on Friday, be prepared.

Fri, 02 May 2008 16:12:12 GMT

Don't you hate it when you're thinking about your near future (say 4 or 5 years), and don't have a clue how you're going to make it happen.

How am i going to pay for college when my parents finally have had enough covering for me
How am i going to find money to pay for a semester/year abroad.

ICK. I don't like thinking about this!

Crazy ass bitches

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:35:32 GMT

So my dad and my grandma came up this afternoon and took me out for Mexican (shout out to Marisa!). My grandma, being somewhat involved in my cousins life as of now knows the whole story behind his drunken debacle, and its really quite ironic/HILARIOUS.

So let me set the scene of us at dinner
Grandma: *asking my dad* Should I tell her what Adam (my cousin) said to the guy who hit him over the head with a vodka bottle?
Dad: You're going to repeat it 10 times...(pdots my grandma is CRAZY!)
Grandma: No I won't...only once
Natasha: *Excited to hear grandma utter expletive* I want to hear what he said
Super White Suburban Grandma from Greendale: *looking around* okay he said...*looking around again* Fuck Your Couch
Natasha: *non-stop laughter*

Two Points I would like to make
1) Its fuckin hilarious that THAT is what my cousin said to the guy, since it was a long standing inside joke senior year.
2) Its really sad that that is what prompted the guy to bash a bottle over my cousin's head, causing him to fall and hit the back of his head and give him brain bruising.

Oh Life, how ridiculous you are!

I am seriously distracted today

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 19:59:16 GMT

Well the good old alcoholism is running rampant through the family again. Seriously. My cousin might have a little brain damage after getting into a bar fight where a bottle was smashed over his head. Not cool. At first I was scared for him, but now I'm kind of apathetic again. My family has tried and tried over and over to put him into rehabilitation, but he never owns up and takes responsibility for himself and gets himself better. So all I can do is be there, sort of, since i'm in school and all. I can't feel bad for people who DON'T TRY. I still love him, but I think he's a coward. I have no comprehension of what alcoholism is, but yet I know people are very capable of breaking through, my father being a prime example and such a strong role model in my life, as well as countless others who seek him out to counsel them.

Okay, sorry for the drama, its just nice to vent.

Last night there was a douche bag drunk when i got to my dorm last night. He called me lame for not being "fucked up". Well excuse me sir, but I DON'T NEED alcohol to have fun. Yes I drink, yes I smoke, but do I do it constantly and need it ever present in my life? NO. So why don't you go fuck your beer bottle and let me live the life i want to, not dependant upon narcotics to make me happy. Fucking Shithead.

INTYWAYZ heres a survey
And seriously, I'm okay, I think I just needed to vent so that I could focus again

What should you be doing right now?
--Studying for my Com Arts Midterm, or figuring out my ILS paper, or reading "White Noise". You choose.

Anyone upset you lately?
---Well, my cousin, obviously, and the douchebag drunk kid. But not really.

Are you happy with your living arrangements?
--Its okay, my roomate and I kind of co-exist, but its probably better that way. I'm almost done!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
--1:30ish, I was over at Clara's watching Magnolia with the Michaels, and I threatened to smother Michael Chang...

How many red lights have you ran?
--None intentionally

Is there anything you regret about your past?
--No regrets, Shit happens for a reason

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
--what?

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
--Well yeah...

Are you afraid to grow up?
Yah-but i'm also excited!

Did you ever keep a piggy bank?
--nah

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Clothing

What have you learned today?
What I talked about, Family d-RAMA!

Where do you see yourself in 6 years?
I'll be 25ish...hopefully done with school haha and figuring out whats next. I would like to travel, maybe a couple weeks in Europe. Perhaps in a committerelationship? That would be cool

What do you miss about being a kid?
--being taken care of

What is your favorite animal?
--FERRETS!

Are you dating the person you text most?
--Nope, well...jk

Do you put your subject before you type the bulletin before or after?:
--Yeah

When did you last cry?
--I teared up today on the phone, just from shock

What do you want in your life right now that you can’t have?
--I don't know

Name a verse of the current song you are listening to?
--Its cool being the only one, but its lonely
I could've fallen in love a thousand times before if only someone had known me
they say theres someone for everyone, but the work will be never done
when all you need is to be met halfway but nobody tries
don't be surprised

What are you excited about?
--Next week, Abby and Roy come up. CRACKIN!

Favorite computer game?
--tetris

What is one thing you are grateful for today?
--That my cousin is okay to some extent

Are you a morning person or a night person?
--I can be both. Lately a morning person

Do you want children?
--I do

Name one thing about the opposite sex that automatically attracts you:
--Humor, pretty eyes

What do you hope to have accomplished by the end of the year?
--complete an internship

Last person you went to a playground with?
--ooh, thats some summer stuff right thurr

In the past week have you watched cartoons?
-I watched a little bit of scooby doo the other day, and realized how horrible yet good it was

Ever lost someone you really cared for?
--My grandpa last year, friends

How do you feel about the first girl on your top?
This is such a lame myspace survey. BOO.

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 21:16:48 GMT

Question:
Should I stand up catholic boy (thats my alibi for him) who invited me to some talk tonight at st pauls on state and blame it on the weather? I could watch new 30 Rock and The Office...

I'm not going to Minnesota anymore this weekend :-(
But its all for good reason, hopefully i'll get up there soon!
In replacement, I'm going to come home this weekend, to get away from the crappy Madison weekends I've been having lately

I can't wait for the school year to end
And I really can't wait for the apartment next year. So much more fun then the dorms. At least MY dorm.
Bleh! (haha, guess who that was a reference to?)

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 04:22:36 GMT

I've got to figure out some things... but not really because I think I already know how to go about it and what not.
Sorry, really vague, i know.

So excited to be done with school
So excited for it to be summer
So excited to make more money then the joke ass paychecks i'm making now
So excited for a possible internship through my uncle
So excited for beloved friends to come back home.
So excited to be reunited once more with other beloved ones.

So excited to RELAX. And figure shit out.
Just kidding, I'll probably never figure myself out.

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 03:06:14 GMT

1. You have 50 dollars in your pocket. What do you do with it?
Well, since I've discovered that I'm terrible with money, probably something frivolous. Or Walgreens stuff...

2. What is your most guilty pleasure?
Dark Chocolate (yes I am a cliche haha)

3. Have you ever seen someone die?
noooooooooo

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
not really

5. What was the last book you read for pleasure and would you recommend it?
Autobiography of Malcolm X-verrry interesting

6. Name a personal hero.
don't.really.have.one...

7. If the person you like doesn't feel the same way, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
No I'd move on and live my life.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it

9. Is there anything that has made you angry recently?
annoyed, yes. angry, no.

10. What do you want most in life?
eternal happiness

11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
Envy, I have come to realize I can be extremely jealous.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
That would suck. Hopefully it would be an ex boyfriend, and hopefully I would have moved on at that point.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
I can't choose just one. Close friends, immediate family...people I rely on.

14. Finish the question. When I was a child.....
I was peculiar and a smart ass, two things that don't go over well with a bunch of young children.

15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
This question is worded cleverly. But no, there is. Get over yourself.

16. Which fictional character could you most see yourself having a one night stand with?
Too many to choose

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
I would say yes. I definitely have a lot going on at all times but if there is someone important enough to me, I'll go all out for them.

18. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
Everything happens for a reason. No regrets.

19. What type of friends do you like?
The ones that are there for me as I am there for them. They are funny, easy going, chill, and free.

20. What is your favorite song?
Of all time? No Idea. For right now? "Reckoner" by Radiohead.

Grown-Ass Woman

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:28:43 GMT

Its funny how things tend to repeat themselves...
Oh, and my new obsession is Prince. What an incredible artist/musician.

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:43:03 GMT

College isn't real, well, except for the education part.
People interact in stranger ways than before college.
AND, i have come to the conclusion that I really don't like my floor. I like some people on it (one of them being my roomate, thank God) but our backgrounds are so different that I just don't think I could enjoy myself with these people (believe me, I've tried).
I feel like this weekend will be long and boring. Madison is not that cool.
Sigh.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 15:11:31 GMT

I'm pretty sure I saw on the news that Hilary Clinton was at Miss Katies diner yesterday.
Made me think of the Group/Usual Suspects/Whatever you would like to call it
It also reminded me to vote tomorrow, but not for Hilary Clinton.

Love to all!

Perhaps I should sleep?

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 07:06:55 GMT

Tired tired tired tired tired.
Shit to do.
Very interesting weekend.
Goodnight.

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 23:29:05 GMT

My classes are so much more cooler then they were first semester (although i enjoyed them too).
YAY! I love the beginning of the semester because I feel so much potential to come... I hope I remain this optimistic throughout.

RIP Heath Ledger, yesterday i shared some vanilla soft serve with heath bar crumbled on top in your honor. You will be sorely missed.
Like Jake Gyllenhaal said: I wish I could quit you! (or something like that?)

Emo Livejournal Time

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:08:10 GMT

Sometimes I wish I were back at school just to get away from my own head. All the insecurities and bad memories and hurt feelings and bullshit that first semester helped to cover up only came back on break. Laaaame.

Remember in Men in Black when they flashed the red light stick in a persons face and they forgot everything. I wish that were me.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 05:08:50 GMT

I really wish I was Amy Adam's in Enchanted because she gets to play with Patrick Dempseys chest hair. I want to play with Patrick Dempsey's chest hair, among other things...yeah i said it. Oh well, I can only hope one day I find myself as an animated version of me who falls through an enchanted well and finds myself in NYC, only to be taken in and later fall in love with Patrick Dempsey...sigh. I've put some serious thought into this.

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a goodnight.

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 16:31:37 GMT

So I was thinking about break (which starts tomorrow) and what I was going to do. And then I thought of going to the museum because thats what we always did. And then I realized the two main people i usually go with are out of the country at the moment.

So Marisa and Gigi, when you get back, lets go to the museum. Because I really do cherish those trips.
I might still go and see body worlds though. Because dead people are cool. Sorry for the morbiity.

Peace and Love.

Hang out with me?

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 01:21:22 GMT

I come home Wednesday, December 19th. Before that I have to get through 4 bitch ass finals in 3 days. Sucks.
Almost there...sorta.

It's too late to pologize! IT'S TOO LAAAAAAATE!

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 04:50:18 GMT

Kelly: "Where'd my cellphone go?"
*Calls phone on Clara's cellphone*
Kelly: "Oh I forgot it was in my bra"

Here's to hanging out with people I went to middle and high school with (not to mention elementary school) in college. Sure I'm meeting new people, but alas, i just don't like them as much as I like my already made friends. I know I'm lame, it'll probably get better soon! Then again, maybe not...

Oh the fuck well, happy holidays (I am so excited for Christmas!)!

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:35:05 GMT

I eat too much. And not just because its my period. I hate this college self control shit when they shove every delicious thing you could think of in your face. Fuckin cookie dough in the salad bar. Now that I've said it, perhaps it will motivate me to change.

It also doesn't help that my roomate is 5'11", thin, gorgeous, nice, smart, blonde, and OCD about the cleanliness of our room. She's wonderful. But at the same time i hate her skinny ass, but only a little. She looks like fuckin Katherine Heigl!

It also also doesn't help that I have a test and a midterm on monday and i'm going home for the weekend. It's a tad stressful. And i'm going to be putting a lot of applications in for a seasonal job on my break. Noodles said they might not have enough hours to let me come back and work, so fuck them. I really need to work because most of the money i made over the summer is gone. Frugal is not my middle name, its Skubal. Hmmph.

So many things, so little time. I hope it all works out.

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:39:06 GMT

Hey guys,
I'm still alive, livejournal only readers (if thats possible). Madison is pimp. Went to my auntys this weekend instead of participating in halloween activities because i didn't want to kill too many brain cells (what a responsible college student). See everyone soon (and soon can hold many different time intervals)
Love
Natashit