| Bored at ze radio station |
[Feb. 4th, 2009|06:16 pm] |
I probably haven't been on here for at least half a year.
Kind of just remembering it now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|10:36 am] |
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I hate the anticipation of change. Once i'm into it i'm okay, but i've gotten far too comfortable with summer to uproot myself again and go back to school. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 19th, 2008|01:30 am] |
Dark Knight was the shit
it was the shit enough for me to go and write a livejournal post about it. |
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| Plusses and Minuses |
[Jun. 11th, 2008|09:11 pm] |
- My parents aren't speaking to each other
- Emily busted her toe
+ I'm finally going to have some purpose in life and make some much needed moolah
you must always put the positive last so that it is the freshest in your mind.
one foot in front of the other. |
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| In my head |
[May. 28th, 2008|01:42 am] |
I want you to want me
I need you to need me |
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| Should've known better |
[May. 24th, 2008|09:56 am] |
You know something is bound to go wrong when you've been anticipating and building up to something for weeks prior to it actually happening.
I've just gotta live by the philosophy that everything happens for a reason, even when you may not like what has happened. The time will come. The sucky part is that you never know when. |
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| Dear Milwaukee |
[May. 11th, 2008|01:27 am] |
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I come home on Friday, be prepared. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 2nd, 2008|11:07 am] |
Don't you hate it when you're thinking about your near future (say 4 or 5 years), and don't have a clue how you're going to make it happen.
How am i going to pay for college when my parents finally have had enough covering for me
How am i going to find money to pay for a semester/year abroad.
ICK. I don't like thinking about this! |
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| Crazy ass bitches |
[Apr. 24th, 2008|07:21 pm] |
So my dad and my grandma came up this afternoon and took me out for Mexican (shout out to Marisa!). My grandma, being somewhat involved in my cousins life as of now knows the whole story behind his drunken debacle, and its really quite ironic/HILARIOUS.
So let me set the scene of us at dinner
Grandma: *asking my dad* Should I tell her what Adam (my cousin) said to the guy who hit him over the head with a vodka bottle?
Dad: You're going to repeat it 10 times...(pdots my grandma is CRAZY!)
Grandma: No I won't...only once
Natasha: *Excited to hear grandma utter expletive* I want to hear what he said
Super White Suburban Grandma from Greendale: *looking around* okay he said...*looking around again* Fuck Your Couch
Natasha: *non-stop laughter*
Two Points I would like to make
1) Its fuckin hilarious that THAT is what my cousin said to the guy, since it was a long standing inside joke senior year.
2) Its really sad that that is what prompted the guy to bash a bottle over my cousin's head, causing him to fall and hit the back of his head and give him brain bruising.
Oh Life, how ridiculous you are! |
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| I am seriously distracted today |
[Apr. 19th, 2008|02:33 pm] |
Well the good old alcoholism is running rampant through the family again. Seriously. My cousin might have a little brain damage after getting into a bar fight where a bottle was smashed over his head. Not cool. At first I was scared for him, but now I'm kind of apathetic again. My family has tried and tried over and over to put him into rehabilitation, but he never owns up and takes responsibility for himself and gets himself better. So all I can do is be there, sort of, since i'm in school and all. I can't feel bad for people who DON'T TRY. I still love him, but I think he's a coward. I have no comprehension of what alcoholism is, but yet I know people are very capable of breaking through, my father being a prime example and such a strong role model in my life, as well as countless others who seek him out to counsel them.
Okay, sorry for the drama, its just nice to vent.
Last night there was a douche bag drunk when i got to my dorm last night. He called me lame for not being "fucked up". Well excuse me sir, but I DON'T NEED alcohol to have fun. Yes I drink, yes I smoke, but do I do it constantly and need it ever present in my life? NO. So why don't you go fuck your beer bottle and let me live the life i want to, not dependant upon narcotics to make me happy. Fucking Shithead.
INTYWAYZ heres a survey
And seriously, I'm okay, I think I just needed to vent so that I could focus again
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 10th, 2008|04:07 pm] |
Question:
Should I stand up catholic boy (thats my alibi for him) who invited me to some talk tonight at st pauls on state and blame it on the weather? I could watch new 30 Rock and The Office...
I'm not going to Minnesota anymore this weekend :-(
But its all for good reason, hopefully i'll get up there soon!
In replacement, I'm going to come home this weekend, to get away from the crappy Madison weekends I've been having lately
I can't wait for the school year to end
And I really can't wait for the apartment next year. So much more fun then the dorms. At least MY dorm.
Bleh! (haha, guess who that was a reference to?) |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 2nd, 2008|11:14 pm] |
I've got to figure out some things... but not really because I think I already know how to go about it and what not.
Sorry, really vague, i know.
So excited to be done with school
So excited for it to be summer
So excited to make more money then the joke ass paychecks i'm making now
So excited for a possible internship through my uncle
So excited for beloved friends to come back home.
So excited to be reunited once more with other beloved ones.
So excited to RELAX. And figure shit out.
Just kidding, I'll probably never figure myself out. |
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| Grown-Ass Woman |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|08:24 pm] |
Its funny how things tend to repeat themselves...
Oh, and my new obsession is Prince. What an incredible artist/musician. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2008|08:36 pm] |
College isn't real, well, except for the education part.
People interact in stranger ways than before college.
AND, i have come to the conclusion that I really don't like my floor. I like some people on it (one of them being my roomate, thank God) but our backgrounds are so different that I just don't think I could enjoy myself with these people (believe me, I've tried).
I feel like this weekend will be long and boring. Madison is not that cool.
Sigh. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|09:07 am] |
I'm pretty sure I saw on the news that Hilary Clinton was at Miss Katies diner yesterday.
Made me think of the Group/Usual Suspects/Whatever you would like to call it
It also reminded me to vote tomorrow, but not for Hilary Clinton.
Love to all! |
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| Perhaps I should sleep? |
[Feb. 17th, 2008|01:04 am] |
Tired tired tired tired tired.
Shit to do.
Very interesting weekend.
Goodnight. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 23rd, 2008|05:23 pm] |
My classes are so much more cooler then they were first semester (although i enjoyed them too).
YAY! I love the beginning of the semester because I feel so much potential to come... I hope I remain this optimistic throughout.
RIP Heath Ledger, yesterday i shared some vanilla soft serve with heath bar crumbled on top in your honor. You will be sorely missed.
Like Jake Gyllenhaal said: I wish I could quit you! (or something like that?) |
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| Emo Livejournal Time |
[Jan. 7th, 2008|01:02 am] |
Sometimes I wish I were back at school just to get away from my own head. All the insecurities and bad memories and hurt feelings and bullshit that first semester helped to cover up only came back on break. Laaaame.
Remember in Men in Black when they flashed the red light stick in a persons face and they forgot everything. I wish that were me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 25th, 2007|11:03 pm] |
I really wish I was Amy Adam's in Enchanted because she gets to play with Patrick Dempseys chest hair. I want to play with Patrick Dempsey's chest hair, among other things...yeah i said it. Oh well, I can only hope one day I find myself as an animated version of me who falls through an enchanted well and finds myself in NYC, only to be taken in and later fall in love with Patrick Dempsey...sigh. I've put some serious thought into this.
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a goodnight. |
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